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Anonymous SANG:
it does feel like my fault; you're exactly right. all I feel like doing is sleeping so I can avoid all the terrible things I'm feeling. I was almost okay and I let it happen again — I fell into a trap. I just feel so foolish, so used. thank you for your words dear, I truly appreciate you. I hope you can heal too.

don’t feel foolish! it’s impossible to foretell that someone will break ur heart, even if it’s happened before. u always go in thinking that it’ll be better this time around bc time has passed and it seems like ppl have changed. u may have changed, but that doesn’t mean that the other person has gotten any better, and that has no bearing on u. it’s not ur fault. i’m sorry that u feel used :(( but honestly the other person in this situation just sounds like total shit and you deserve someone who will value your caring and love and return it accordingly.